If only I could turn back time

June and July 2010 is simply the best time of my life. World cup never fails to amaze me, being a soccer fan since elementary school, this event had never been missed. This month I was doing an internship at the public health center which means I got tons of time to watch world cup. I only missed two or three games, the rest I've watched them all. I think my tweets said enough about my obsession with world cup LOL

What a year full of surprises, I mean who would've thought that Italy, France, England, Argentina and even Brazil! failed to make to the top three. I've been rooting for Germany and even though they didn't make it to the final, they gave excellent performances.
This year, football/soccer has never been more beautiful. People from all kinds of countries, races, religions gathered around to watch the game. Even the war being stopped and the conflict has decreased. This is what the WORLD should be.

Give me freedom, give me fire, give me reason, take me higher
See the champions, take the field now, you define us, make us feel proud
In the streets our heads are lifting, as we lose our inhibition,
Celebration, it surround us, every nations, all around us

Singing forever young, singing songs underneath that sun
Lets rejoice in the beautiful game,
And together at the end of the day.
We all say

When I get older I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a wavin’ flag
When I get older I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom, just like a wavin’ flag
So wave your flag, now wave your flag, now wave your flag

and even though it's not your country that you're supporting... you just know, in the end whoever wins the game is simply THE BEST
Congratulations Spain! for winning the 2010 FIFA world cup golden trophy!!!!

I'm gonna miss this year, it will forever burn in my mind. Four years is a long time, but maybe Brazil will held a more spectacular world cup. Meanwhile, we have Euro in 2012! VIVA soccer!!

World Cup fever

I just feel so bored and crushed, because I slept early last night and I missed the USA vs Ghana, only to found out the morning after that USA had failed to continue to the next game T__T not that I have too much expectation on the country since they're not on the big 8, but I can't see Landon Donovan anymore... boo!! I think i started crushing on him after his one goal during the game with Algeria... that was one pretty awesome game and he looked so heroic at the time. I think he was pretty cute, that is one thing that Yenny and I have an agreement *finally* oh and he has an ex-wife that looked like a porn star with huge titties and all, and he's pretty much pussy whipped.. no doubt... blowing kisses to your ex-wife after your big winning match.. that was hilarious but sweet



Oh and speaking abt porn star, recently I've been stalking Joanna Angel's blog.. but that's another story to tell.. mwahaha

So tonight is England VS Germany match
I've been rooting for Germany but I also love England, imo tonight is going to be a tough match, like yesterday's Brazil VS Portugal... my friends were crazy for England... I dunno if it's for the cute players or the game... but nonetheless it's going to be interesting... few days ago me, Ina and Yenny watched the England VS.. together... while I was having a major hang over. They were screaming beside me like crazy every time England tried to score a goal.. either is Rooney, Lampard, Gerrard.. that's all I heard all night, K Ina even tried to kicked the tv with her foot. It was nuts, and even with the terrible headache I still screamed like a possessed woman after England got one goal.

My dad is a big fan of Rooney, he even brought a Manchester United shirt with Rooney's name on the back for my one year old brother.. XD will rooney be able to score? I had a bet with my dad for it. LOL I hope England will win tonight's game *cross fingers*

By the way... Remember Italy's game? it was Yenny's turn to get a hang over. so.. during Italy VS Slovakia match, she only curled up in her bed... while me and Kina jumping up and down like mad people. I think Italy played like shit, so it didn't surprised me much when they lost to Slovakia... btw that guy Erik Jandresik from Slovakia is kinda cute lol. Twitter was full with comments from Italy fans who crushed over the failure.. too bad, well there's always another four years, 2010 is not their year... After the ending, usually the local tv will air a quiz.. and the hilarious thing was the quiz host was a huge fan of Italy.. She barely could hold her tears while hosting the show, it didn't help that she wore an italy shirt... so much for embarass yourself.

K'Ina made a comment about how it's Jabulani's fault that all the great teams being lost to the underdogs.. lol nah we were just joking, but a saying that life is like a wheel... you'll never always be on top right? that's what makes this year's world cup an interesting unpredictable game... my bet is on Brazil or Argentina :D

Right now, I have two papers to finish, one that I have to submit by tomorrow and I haven't even started yet, maybe I'll be working on it after the tonight's match.. it's only happen once in four years, so I'm definitely not going to miss it. It was the most fuckawesome game in the world!

Ariel Peterporn

is on number one trending topic for over like 6 hours. for those who don't know who he is, well Ariel a vocalist from a band named Peterpan. He's insanely popular in our country due to the fact that he's a great musician, he writes beautiful yet sad lyrics. He was also in an on-off relationship with an actress and model, Luna Maya. Recently he became a hot gossip because a sextape scandal with her current girlfriend Luna Maya. and then another video of his sexcapades resurfaced in the internet, this time with Cut Tari, another popular indonesian actress and presenter. It seems that there are going to be more videos from Ariel with his sex conquests. It was rumored that there were 32 videos of Ariel with different popular actresses which obtained from Ariel's lost usb drives.

It is hilarious because people now gave him a new nick : Ariel Peterporn, while he was struggling to find a new name for his current band, since Peterpan's name is no longer exist due to the lawsuit by a former band member.



Peterpan, Menghapus Jejakmu (music video).

My favorite boy

Brandon de Angelo!


He's soo awesome and cute and you must vote for BRANDON!!
IMB BRANDON send to 9910!

This guy is...

a living Sin
hot damn!


he has a twitter that I considered to follow..
no.. don't fall for his innocent looks...
I'm not going to tell you his name because I'm not going to taint your pure heart with this guy
just that he's hot and he's.............. he's ...... definitely a sin!
*le sigh*

JEALOUS!!

Master of the Universe

I'm still in bdsm related topic (and mood) lol. Anybody in the twific universe must have already known about this awesome fanfiction, if you haven't read it... well... you must have been living in a cave or something LOL just kidding. I've put the summary in my old post here, honestly I'm not a good reviewer so I'm not gonna review this story or anything. Just wanna say this is one of the best ff I've ever read, no seriously... I hardly could stand fanfics with over than 50 chapters.. but this... this made you wait anxiously every week for an update, and even though it's finally over in chapter 80 something.. *lol* you would still be curious

Master of the Universe by Snowqueensicedragon
Summary: Bella Swan is drafted in to interview the reclusive enigmatic Edward Cullen, multi-millionaire CEO of his company. It's an encounter that will change her life irrevocably, leading her to dark realms of desire. M AH





and because I'm literally obsessed with this fanfic, I've found the promotional video on the youtube and *again sigh* it's one of the best fanmade video based on fanfic I've ever watch!! XD

so Enjoy,
"Pleasure and Pain"

It's a crazy world after all

Reading a lot of fanfics has been one of my favorite habits these days, starting from romantic, comedy, or even angst genre.. I'd read them all as long as they have a good story line and interesting characters. Last year I was introduced the world of kinks.. lol bdsm has been a taboo subject to talk about especially in eastern part of the world, in my country.. although it has been pretty liberal about sexuality it is still bound by religions and traditions. So not many of us know about this sort of things. For me, my first encounter of this dark side of the world was from a very popular twilight fanfictions series by tarasueme, the submissive, the dominant, and the training. First i thought what the hell just read it, and i was hooked. after that it has becoming one of my favorite genres to read. There's a side of this world that somehow draws you in, and while you know it's taboo and probably a sin... you couldn't help but curious, and curiosity got the best of me..

My view on the subject was, I'm pretty much a liberal and an open minded person, I'd like to try new things, while the idea of bdsm intrigued me.. I don't completely agree about the whole D/s relationship, because I'm a feminist, I believe in equality. Women can pretty much do almost everything that men can, and I don't like degrading acts, well the full time 24/7 submissive was also one of many things that I don't agree with.

While fanfiction is an imagination, it wasn't the same thing in real lives. How in the world that people are willing to do this activities is just beyond me.. trying to spice things up in your sex life is understandable for me but living in this kind of lifestyle? I don't think so. LOL

I have no idea why I wrote this post.. out of boredom... maybe? lol one thing I know I won't stop reading twifics XD and won't go judging people around of what they likes and don't likes in real life because it wasn't my place to judge..

Money....

It's been a while,... My notebook crashed, so I had to buy a new one and still harassing mum for money... it's ridiculous that an intern like me still ask monthly allowance from mum. What about my 2012 trip with Tomoe? Geez I hope I would save enough money to do it.

Had a very short vacation to Jogja.. then went back home back to this awfully dull town, with a very serious heat and boring activities. Next week is pediatric department... I just wanna finish this whole internship program really soon. I began formulating plans of going abroad just after this. The main problem is always.. money money and money...

sigh

After got home from the trip, I'm seriously broke right now. I forgot that I had to buy lot's of things for the next department, neonatal & pediatric stethoscope which is far more expensive than adult stethoscope (especially in Littman Brand), and then had to buy new Scrubs since my older scrubs is getting tighter (yes I gained weight *headdesk*), my old notebook still at the service center and they asked more than 100$ to fix it. >_____<

I don't know if I will survive all of this
I really need a vacation again!!

Important Announcement!

I had a lot of thinking these months, as you all know I’ve been busy with my internship at the hospital, I barely could catch up with Johnnys fandom these days. I’ve come to a decision where this is the time for me to leave the fandom. It’s not an easy decision because I’ve been in this fandom over than six years

Toma will always be my hero, indirectly he taught me everything by the way he’s living his life. He’s an admirable person, the inside and the outside, but there’s a life outside this fandom, and this life demands more attentions and my full priority. I’m very proud of my job right now, but it’s not an easy job. Many days I have to watch people died and struggle with incurable diseases, and it changed me a lot.

I know it’s not an excuse because as you see I’m still pretty attached with my new hobby, reading twilight fanfics lol. Well let’s just say that this new hobby keeps me grounded, it’s like reading a good novel/story after a long day at work. It really helps you relax. Lol

Anyway I’ve wanted to write this entry for months, but didn’t have any guts. It’s like saying goodbye forever to the fandom, like giving a dead penalty. But I figured, with my hiatus for a long time, I’m running away from the responsibilities. While I’m pretty sure my friends understand my situation but some people probably wouldn’t, and I don’t blame them.

Some friends said they hoped I will return, I also hoped for the same but it’s like giving them empty promises because deep down I know there’s no coming back to the glory old days. I just wanna say I love this fandom, and I love all of my friends whom I met through this fandom. You guys are one of the best thing in my life and I will not forget you all.

PS: me leaving the fandom doesn’t mean leaving my friends okay? You can still talk to me about anything just that I can’t be active in fandom anymore. I’m still on twitter, and facebook, and gchat, YM, and MSN 

My regards to : staffs and members from Tomalicious Forum, TFS, TomaPi_Love, TFGirls.
Love you all.

XOXO
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SAYONARA!!!