I had a lot of thinking these months, as you all know I’ve been busy with my internship at the hospital, I barely could catch up with Johnnys fandom these days. I’ve come to a decision where this is the time for me to leave the fandom. It’s not an easy decision because I’ve been in this fandom over than six years
Toma will always be my hero, indirectly he taught me everything by the way he’s living his life. He’s an admirable person, the inside and the outside, but there’s a life outside this fandom, and this life demands more attentions and my full priority. I’m very proud of my job right now, but it’s not an easy job. Many days I have to watch people died and struggle with incurable diseases, and it changed me a lot.
I know it’s not an excuse because as you see I’m still pretty attached with my new hobby, reading twilight fanfics lol. Well let’s just say that this new hobby keeps me grounded, it’s like reading a good novel/story after a long day at work. It really helps you relax. Lol
Anyway I’ve wanted to write this entry for months, but didn’t have any guts. It’s like saying goodbye forever to the fandom, like giving a dead penalty. But I figured, with my hiatus for a long time, I’m running away from the responsibilities. While I’m pretty sure my friends understand my situation but some people probably wouldn’t, and I don’t blame them.
Some friends said they hoped I will return, I also hoped for the same but it’s like giving them empty promises because deep down I know there’s no coming back to the glory old days. I just wanna say I love this fandom, and I love all of my friends whom I met through this fandom. You guys are one of the best thing in my life and I will not forget you all.
PS: me leaving the fandom doesn’t mean leaving my friends okay? You can still talk to me about anything just that I can’t be active in fandom anymore. I’m still on twitter, and facebook, and gchat, YM, and MSN
My regards to : staffs and members from Tomalicious Forum, TFS, TomaPi_Love, TFGirls.
Love you all.
XOXO
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SAYONARA!!!
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